Yesterday I was really looking forward to meeting up with some of the other graduates from my recent yoga teacher training course. And we had a pretty nice time together catching up and looking forward. But actually I came home really depressed. So depressed that when Hubby asked me if I had a nice time, I…
“F*ck, man, look at her!” I was on my way home last night after a long day of work plus yoga plus dinner with a friend. This guy was hanging around outside some bar and he shouted out at me as I walked past. I was a bit suprised. I’m not really the head-turning type.…
I have a slightly fragile morning meditation habit — reignited thanks to daily TT routine which I’ve tried to continue with. This morning was threatened with derailment of a mundane kind — Hubby being noisily up and about and an impending grocery delivery to the house to fit around… Not to mention me feeling tired and…
“Where-ere-ere-ere is love? Does it fall from skies above? Is it underneath the willow tree That I’ve been dreaming of?” Today I feel as though I’m going to break out (most uncharacteristically, I must say!🙂 ) into a Walt Disney tune! We’ve been exploring love and compassion in class a bit recently, using Krishna as…
I’ve been writing some thank yous this past week. Offering a few words to my TT teachers. Better late than never maybe, since TT was some weeks ago. But honestly I can’t begin to capture what they offered and the new avenues they variously opened up for me. I certainly can’t express the gratitude I have for their efforts…
My boss has been super-supportive since I finally fessed up to him that I’d completed yoga teacher training this summer. I’m on a bit of a satya (truth) jag at the moment. My habit is to keep my counsel, cards close to the chest, cautious testing of the waters. Now I’m trying to trust a…
Sometimes I get totally overwhelmed with backbends. I’m slowly learning not to, but rather to play the edge without tipping over the precipice completely — but still… Recently in a crisis moment I’ve noticed what my body wants to do — to sit up crossed legged with hands palm down on the mat in front…
It’s nearly a month since teacher training ended. Coincidentally (we aren’t so needy that we scheduled a one-month anniversary party!) I ended up socialising recently with most of the other graduates. It was interesting hearing snippets of what everyone is up to with their yoga. Of course the emphasis was on where they were with teaching.…
I went round to my new yoga-friend last night to practise teaching. She’d done a day’s work, taught a yoga class at work, and now it was her turn for some time on the mat. So there we were in a corner of her home (which made for some fun cues involving directions like ‘stretching…
I’m back. I’m back in my body. And I’m back in class. Happily so. OK, so I’ve been here all along in this same body, but now it feels more at ease, less as though I’ve gone a few rounds in the ring and come off distinctly the worse. So practice in class today was less…
What’s that saying about if you think you’re enlightened, try spending time with your family? Well, I can’t ever imagine claiming enlightenment, but I don’t see my family as much as I’d like so I can’t often put it to the test anyway…🙂 But this weekend was a family weekend. I find these times now touched…
Hubby offered to guide me through practice the other day. He could see that I was struggling with fatigue, physical and mental, and that I was finding it difficult to find the energy or inspiration to practise on my own. I received his generous and loving offering rather ungraciously I’ll admit! I’d like to say…
In one of our assessments in TT we were given a sutra from Patañjali at random (we picked blindly out of a box) and we had to present it to the group a day or two later. The process of receiving a sutra was almost as interesting as the presentations themselves. I was struck by how…
Permit me a self-indulgent post (it is my blog after all!). I’ve been recalling a few silly or strange moments from TT that I wanted to remember for myself. Perhaps you’ll enjoy them too: That I featured in a one of the other student teacher’s dreams: we were swimming in the river so I could teach her Sanskrit (apparently swimming would…
I started today full of thoughts about myself. Wanting to go to work after two days resting in bed. Excited to be re-joining the world, but feeling that weird agoraphobia that follows time spent so quietly at home. Would the short walk to work actually be too much? Would I be able to concentrate on…
